there's nobody i can talk to.
i am alone.
(DISCLAMER: THE CHARACTERS ARE GIVEN A PSEUDONYM TO PROTECT THEIR PRIVACY. THE RECOUNTS ARE TRUE TO ME. I DON' T GIVE A DAMN IF YOU EVER FIND OUT WHO THEY ARE. THERE'S NOTHING I CAN, AND WILL DO ABOUT IT. IT'S MY OPINION.)
i used to think that i have the bestest friends in the world.
i guess i have been proved wrong, some how.
H, N, D and K.
H- H's too busy with stuff. stuff that doesn't include me. how long since I have last heard H's voice. forever, probably.
N- N's nice and everything. the problem is we see so less of each other. sometimes we talk over the phone, but that's it.
D- what makes me think that D will sit down and listen to me spill the beans(pun intended)? D, again is too busy with stuff which does not include me.
K- aahh. the one which i have most doubts about. i realised K is totally superfical, and what K cares is only the appearance. how many darned things has K been keeping from me? who knows. i still remember how K enjoys making snide comments about anything in particular, especially me. I can't stand K's attitude of hot and cold.
i know i sound emo and all that.
i can't help it.
how will YOU feel if you have just realised your friends are not what you think they are(totally awesome, trustworthy and blah blah blah)?
those little things inside me.
i have been thinking who should i relate to, but i realised, hey!, none of them!
i can totally imagine their reaction individually if i told them.
(?!?!?!, really?, so?, ..., respectively)
there's nobody i can talk to.
i am alone.
